Writing and Other Things

So I'm working on a new writing project right now. I've had the general idea in my head for years, but haven't yet found a way to construct it. I'm feeling a bit frustrated because my efforts to form a good plot and write an outline are failing me. I've rewritten the plot SO many times, and I know that I'm going through a normal process of writing, but it's hard to deal with. Anyone who ever said writing is easy is lying to themselves. It's one of the hardest things to do. But it's also one of the greatest things, which is why I do it. It may be frustrating at times, but the result of seeing the finished product is always so rewarding and and worth the struggle. I'll just have to hang in there, until I pin down my plot and gain some writing momentum. That's when the fun truly begins! 

In other news, my music library is out of control and I can barely find songs that I want to listen to because I keep forgetting song names and artists. Usually when I find songs, I'll listen to it once and then if I like it, I'll save it so I can listen later. Unfortunately a lot of the time I forget about some songs and months down the line I hear it again and think, "hey I've heard that before." When I start humming or singing a song in my head, I desperately try to find what song it is -- I then have to go through my ENTIRE library. Sigh. But on the bright side, going through my playlists helps me discover old favourites. It's a bittersweet situation. 

Also, I'm in a reading slump and it's killing me! Anyone who considers themselves an avid reader will know that reading slumps are the absolute WORST things in life. All I want to do is read and good book! Sigh again. 

I just noticed this post is me just venting my frustrations. COOL. I'm going to go now. Okay bye.